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i don't understand,

why do I stress a man,

when there's so many bigger things at hand,

we could've never had it all,

we had to hit a wall,

so this is an inevitable withdrawal.

even if I stop wanting you

a perspective pushes true,

i'll be some next man's other woman soon.

i couldn't play myself again,

i should just be my own best friend,

not fuck myself in the head with stupid men